Lately I feel like I’ve been neglecting everything, including my health. Barely getting enough sleep every night and skipping meals. Plus the fact that I have school is just draining the life out of me. I guess not caring is just my way of escaping from reality even though I know it’ll come back to haunt my ass.
I kind of want to put it in my own words. I don’t really like someone who has everything handed out for them on a silver platter. Who is happy all the time. That type of lifestyle. It’s odd to say and I’m probably using the wrong words, but I’d rather look for someone that has been broken down and reconstructed. Life isn’t just happiness all the time even though that is the journey we all want to be under. Struggles reflect beauty. Someone’s beauty really starts to glow when they’ve been through many trials and can come out stronger. If someone were to have everything given to them, they never really learn the values of life and their character never really gets to develop.
Just keep it together. You’ve got to, that’s your only choice. Keep it together for the sake of it all being better one day.
Honestly, what am i doing with my life.
Time is honestly the most important asset we have.
With time, you can make money.
Even with money, you can’t buy more time than another person, nor can you ever go back to a previous moment.
I just need a breather.
It’s hard to relax when you know there’s an internal conflict within yourself all the time. You can avoid it temporarily by doing other things, but you know it still lingers at the back of your mind.
It’s not called fake or two-faced because you never took the time to get to know the real me.
Nothing feels worse to be surrounded by people, but a lingering feeling of emptiness and isolation still harbours inside you.
You realize that even though you’re on good terms with them, it’s just hard for them to be able to relate and understand you.
I’m just a wandering soul, seeking for a place to belong and waiting to be found.
That awkward moment when you see someone you know, but you don’t feel like talking so you try to avoid eye contact with them, but they see you and say hi.
Not that I don’t want to talk to you, but engaging in a conversation sometimes is tiring.